My mind plays a time when we were young and carefree
We chased our dreams into the deadend that became my life
The hollow abyss
With no emotions
No yearnings
No feelings
No thoughts of a better time
Deeper and deeper I dug a hole in the consciousness of my evolution
The deeper you fall the harder you land
The longer the ride to the top
Drive forward…raise up
Don’t slip back
Like a roller coaster catching gears
The fear grips me
To know that there is the magnificent life I have missed
Brings a tear of sadness
That permeates my soul
I cry for the lost time
I weep for the lost child
But I don’t stay there long
Climb the ladder of the day
Of my life
I was cradled in His love the whole time
For how could I know who I was until I knew who I wasn’t?
That is what these days are for
That is what the ladder rungs of misery were there for
They showed me the depth of my soul
They showed me who I am
Who I have always been
Who I have always wanted to be
So I rise and I climb higher
To my purpose
Which is to know me
Really really know me
And to connect to my universal soul
The soul of all creation
The soul of all humanity
The soul of God
Blessitude
Lorrie
Written 5/30/14
So gorgeous Lorrie!! 🙂 I love your writing! I am so happy that you have connected to God through your divine soul, I do believe our soul is our bridge to heaven, and that heaven holds the Love that we are all a part of, The Love we have come from and going back to 🙂 If we can keep this channel open, make sure there is no disturbance or blockage, then we are living from our soul, and in that way we are living our puprose, and our whole life becomes a prayer, a devotion to Love 🙂
Can I make a giant smile…and a giant heart here…? I will have to settle for normal size 🙂 ♡♡♡
You have such wisdom in your soul and you are able to express it with gracious beauty. Sweet soulsister…Thank You!! You make my heart sing! Much love to you!! Blessitude ♡♡
Wonderful. Love that line :”For how could I know who I was until I knew who I wasn’t?” So very wise. This has given me something to think and ponder on today. Thank you.
Hi Kanzen…yes…it is something I ponder every day now. Thank you 🙂 Have a super weekend!
Lovely Lorrie. Beautifully expressed, and great story, tribute and inspiration to keep on “climbing” up the ladder, which I feel is really a love story, falling in love with our essence and the oneness of life. blessings,
Oh Brad! You are so connected…I could not have described it better. The place I was in…am in…When I wrote it..and now. It has been a long journey but love has been the key…and feeling our connection to each other!! Bravo…Thank You!!! ♡♡♡
sharing the love! 🙂
Such serenity through simplicity of your words which ooze into my soul like passion!! Absolutely love this:)
Love Zara
Oh..it makes my heart feel so good to have touched yours!! Thank you so much for letting me know 🙂 Blessitude
I absolutely love this one! I can’t pick my favorite line. It is the whole feeling of it.. <3 It resonates deeply with my own journey. Thank you. Love to you always,
Laurie
Thank you Laurie…I understand that because much of what you write feels so familiar to me!! The healing is a beautiful thing. I am happy we have each other to walk with!! (And THANK YOU..Writing this response I was inspired with three poems!) Much love and many blessings…Lorrie
I love when writing a comment is inspirational! And I am so very grateful for our connection as well. <3
I think I got one too .. 🙂
Yayy!!! Blessed Sunday 🙂
🙂
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