It is hard to manage the emotional aspects of this disease. I suspect most diseases are that way.
It is back to basics for me.
Forget the pity party, forget the pain and get on with not fighting this disease, because I remember so clearly that the things we fight, the things we try to keep away from us, are the things that we draw to us.
So I will take medicine that kills the bacteria it can find (speaking to the smart ones that hide in a cocoon) as I work on all the other aspects of healing, not the least of which is turning around my negative, self-punishing attitude that this relapse has resurrected.
Apparently, there is more for me to learn. So I wipe my hands, and pick up my heart, and hold the intention that I AM WELL…I AM WORTHY…I AM LOVE…and I say…
GAME ON!!!
Blessitude
Lorrie <3
2/24/17
Oh, I’m in the game! Full – on – in the game!! I have never been more sure I CAN DO THIS!! Oh, yeah…I CAN DO THIS!!!
Thank you my friends! I am 100% certain that this resolve I feel is in part due to the love you have shared with me here. I want you all to know that I am strong and I am certain that I am in full on healing mode!!!
Bless you all <3
THE LINKS WILL BE ACTIVE AFTER EACH POST IS PUBLISHED. ACTIVE LINKS WILL APPEAR IN RED.
- And I Thought I Was Done With That!
- I Already Fought This War
- Like a Ton of Bricks
- I Was Positive It Would Never Return
- You Can’t Control Everything
- Failure
- The List
- The Treatment
- I’m in The Happiest Place on Earth
- She Asked Me What It Feels Like
- Game On!
- A Pep Talk From An Angel
Wow… the bacteria kind of never dies off… amazing! Get well!
Thanks my friend! Hope you are well!
You’re not only strong, you have God on your side fighting this battle for you. Trust, always trust.
YES!! I do k nj own this…I really do! And I am getting good stronger everyday…physically and in my faith. Blessings to you ♡
Blessings to you.
Thank you so much! I can feel your beautiful energy <3 I send you much love!
<3 Thank you…I send you all good thoughts!
Yes you are and yes you can! With you all the way. <3
🙂 Giant smile 🙂 Thank you! Blessings for a wonderful weekend ♡
More hugs! ❤️
I’m holding on tightly to t hi one hugs, Ka!! Thank you so much. Hope you have a beautiful weekend ♡
May you always have the good support of all the earth angels and beyond 😉
Thank you, Ka. It is a beautiful wish that I send right back to you 🙂 Many blessings for you, dear soul!! ♡♡
Oh, I just love your final paragraph!
Thanks, Kim…I kind of love that one too…the resolve is so strong 🙂 Have a super weekend ♡
You will rock this and win! Cheering you on from here, YAY Lorrie! Go YOU! Think good thoughts, thoughts become things, choose the awesome ones 🙂
I can see you with pom poms waving wildly 🙂 Thank you so much for being a beautiful soul cheerleader!!! I can feel your positive energy from here 🙂
I’m delighted to hear that you are focused and confident in talking care of your health Lorrie. 🙂 You are love and loved. May I suggest you keep loving yourself and all the tender aspects, maybe even the disease, as you walk through this process. I love you. Thanks for touching my life. <3
Aw…Brad!!! Thank you for your incredibly sweet and kind words…and I love you too!! This is such good advice I will keep it in my mind and in my heart as I continue to walk this Healing journey. We are all so lucky to have each other…the love and support is just the tops!! Many blessings ♡
My sincere pleasure to know that my words might help ease your journey. Your passion and excitement are very inspiring and contagious! Thank you Lorrie for sharing your love, vulnerability and journey. <3
Blessings, Brad. Thank you for shining your light!! ♡
I’m only reflecting yours! 🙂
♡♡
You have such a great ‘go-get-em’ attitude Lorrie. So glad to read that you are not allowing this disease to get you down. Instead, you are knocking it down with your reaction to it’s darts.
Please have a lovely weekend, my friend.
🙂 <3
Hi Staci!! Thanks my friend 🙂 I’m so happy to feel your energy here again! I am strong and I am in a place of full on acceptance. And I am doing everything I can to continue to heal. Much love to you…I hope you are in the creative process <3 <3
Hi Lorrie. That’s great that you are in that ‘acceptance’ place. Glad to hear it.
I’m trying, but time can often be my worst enemy. Hahaha. Let’s see if I can get it flowing today.
Bless you Lorrie, and please have a wonderful day.
🙂 <3
Hope things are good, dear Staci! <3
Thank you Lorrie. Yes, they are good, although things were busy. Both of my kids celebrated their birthdays. Now that it’s all over, I can start my year with more routine. At least that’s my hope. Hahaha.
Hope you are well Lorrie. Please have a lovely rest of your Tuesday.
🙂 <3
Sorry to hear of this occurrence but glad to hear you are stirred up to fight and win! I will add my prayers – “by his stripes we were healed!” (past continuous!)
Hi Claire!! Thank you!! I am in this…fully aware and living my life through this! I appreciate your words and the fact that I will be in your prayers 🙂 I KNOW PRAYER WORKS!! Blessings to you…I hope all is well in your world! <3
Life always has it’s assorted battles, happy to help lend some “back up” in yours.
♡!!
I am picking up a tone of defiance, a gentle kind one albeit it, but a forceful one – and I LIKE it.
xo Harlon
Oh, yes! Can’t keep this old gal down for long, Harlon 😉
I feel so strong in my resolve that I will walk through this in whatever way is possible…and that’s the thing…I see so many possibilities!! Much love to you. Blessitude <3
Keep up the good attitude and efforts, Lorrie!
Hi Cynthia! Thank you…I know you know a thing or two about how our attitudes affect our reality! Thanks for stopping by and adding your positive energy here. Hope all is super in your world! <3
Yes, you can do it sweet Lorrie you keep on fighting and let that Lyme disease know that it has NO place in your body. I will keep prayers going for you and you keep on being positive, believing and running that disease off. Love, hugs and blessing dear Lorrie <3
With your beautiful soul connecting to me through prayer, dear Maggie, I know that I can do it!! I have truly been amazed at how much love, good thoughts, and prayers have touched my heart! Thank you doesn’t seem enough of what lives in my heart <3
I think of you often and I send you all good thoughts and vibrations. Giant hugs back to you <3 <3
lifting you and this nemesis up in prayer Lorrie–prayers for more than mere healing of the physical body..for as you say..there is more to this than meets the eye…as it always, frustratingly seems to be…
hugs, blessings and prayers
Thank you so much, Julie! It is all connected…isn’t it? I appreciate you taking the time to add your beautiful energy here. Know that it all helps, our collective energy helps us all heal!! Many blessings to you ♡
I’m sorry to hear that the illness is back but I LOVE your fighting spirit!! <3
Hi Christy! Thank you so much for sending your kind words…and for sharing my story via tweet 🙂 I am totally in this and I am healing!! I appreciate your support. Hope all is super with you! ♡
I guess I missed this one in my getting behind with reading. Hoping you are still doing a great deal of healing. Giant squishy hugs and have a great weekend. 🙂
Thanks, Marlene! I am doing my best to heal…and I am trying to do as much as I can without taking things too far (but you know that I can’t always do that!! 😉
Blessings to you as well…I have had internet problems…and cell phone problems!! Ugh!
Hope you are well! <3