Better to sleep
Dead to the world
Not a muscle moves
A lifeless ragdoll
Buried deep in candy cane dreams
Floating by on clouds that look like waves
A dog barks in the distance
Perhaps to place a warning
To scare the monster
And make him retreat
Echoes of the yelping
Not sure if they are his or mine
I hope he’s not hurt
I appreciate the attempt
But would never want someone else to feel the pain
I know how to do this
I know how to survive
I am strong
Not strong enough to fight off the monster
But strong enough to live through the night
And to never let him know that I was there!
Healing has a mind of its own. I set a course and out of the blue something pops up…something I though I already “put to bed.” But what lurks under the bed will not be denied!
My job is to face the monster, grab it by the freakin’ tail and whip it out from under my bed! My job is to stand up to the darkness by shining my light and honoring my truth. I am a strong woman who has done much healing work and I will continue on the journey and I will share my truth.
What is looked at in light loses its darkness. What is spoken and shared loses its secrecy and once it is exposed it loses its power. When secrets lose their power YOU gain power. Your energy changes and you become open to the love and support that is ALWAYS available to you.
I send healing white light to you all. May you find the inner strength to deal with your own monsters. Don’t be afraid, and always ASK for help. I promise once you do, your whole world will change!