LONELY CHAIRS

LONELY CHAIRS backdrop of summer days gone by the lonely heart grieves days gone by a man in a tie we point and laugh I gasp in disbelief swim to the last barrel a member of the club fear the size of the surf 7th avenue it WAS heaven a slice of my life times […]

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Be Not the Darkness

Lonely Souls I sit not in judgment of the wounded heart that bled its pain in the destruction of others for many times this is how humans behave * But there is another way a way that serves humanity in the light of which we were created in the light of all true meaning and […]

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Freak Accident ~ Broken

Β  I didn”t mean to hurt you… Oh, but you did. In fact, I didn’t know that I did. I wondered about that as I cried through my pain. I heard something but I didn’t think it was my place to reach out to you.Β  I don’t know you. I knew you heard me cry…and […]

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The Hard Way

I have had a very trying week I don’t understand what possible good all of this chaos could possibly serve But I am trying really hard to remain strong in my faith In the faith that I may not always see the good reasons behind the bad experiences But I know beyond a shadow of […]

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The Screeching Wheel

If you give me what I want because you couldn’t stand listening to me spurt my words about why I need it, should I be happy? Happy that I eventually got what I wanted, but you only gave it to me to stop the noise – stop the confusion Shut Up!Β  You got what you […]

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Whose Pain is This?

I didn’t know whose pain this was It felt like mine It hurt like mine It made me hardly able to move How could it not be mine? So I claimed it And I berated myself I put myself down I got angry And I haven’t been angry in a very long time * I […]

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Unleashed Fury

And the fury of hell was unleashed by her Nothing in her path was safe Years of hurt welled up in her The only place it could go was out Out and through Tearing buildings And boards And walls And homes The force was so great no man could have stopped her No thought could […]

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It’s Okay to Remember

Peace. Quiet Stillness. Gray sky. Slight wind. Thoughts project to a time when life was harder. A time when the path was lost. When the leader was not evident.   I am happy that those days are gone. Poof! Disintegrated. Melted away. The truly worthless events they were. Well – not exactly worthless. It has […]

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Ode to an Ex

My heart is broken for it feels nothing So many years and you were important more that you weren’t Years gone by with nary a thought of you not even a glimpse into your world a curiosity I left when I left because I had to protect my baby and in reality I had to […]

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The Lifting

I open my eyes and find myself at the bottom of a well Surrounded by darkness Cold and damp Alone and bare Time to contemplate the fall of the world I built from my heart Tears fall from a face carved of stone A heart that is broken A body in pain I wonder how […]

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