THE WHOLE OF HUMANITY

    THE WHOLE OF HUMANITY   There is a sadness in the air.  Even the birds can sense that humanity is hurting, suffering.   I look and I see mourning, and if not mourning I see fear disguised as anger and prejudice.   The coming together eases it a bit, but I wish in […]

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“TRUSTING EVERYTHING”

First, I’d like to say that it feels so good to be back amongst the loving energy you all bring here! It was such a beautiful day yesterday. I wanted to take my little doggie on a beach walk…he loves to run in the waves and he is a very good swimmer.  My partner said, […]

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Winds of Change

It is hard to put into words, and I reason with myself…is it necessary to try to remember it so that I can document it?  Isn’t it enough that it was my reality and I had to hold on to the idea of light just to make it through? I suspended life…I disconnected from my […]

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Into the Eye of the Storm

Tossed about from side to side Listing 15 degrees The waves of pain smash over my beaten bow And my heart cries out for Mercy Into the storm Into the night Darkness surrounds No matter the time Visibility is hampered by chaotic winds of change Venture into the dark for at the center is The […]

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Standing Naked ~ And It Feels Good!

I was asked if this was a seminal moment.  Asked if I was truly over it, once and for all.  And I felt a tug at my heart.  Am I really ready to be done with the hurt?  Is my constant companion, my partner in pain, the legacy that I have built over all these […]

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Meditation Dream ~ 8/21/15

Old habits die hard.  Or so I’ve been told.  I shrugged and tried to let it roll off my back…pain bubbles that can’t penetrate… But it was more of the same. The same kind of hurt…the same kind of duck maneuver, and I thought of Albert Einstein and I knew it was insanity. Time to […]

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This Pain

  “You are and will always be much more than your pain.” ~ Dennis Ference A dear friend (Dennis Ference…click here to see the poem he wrote for me) said this to me and I knew immediately that I would need to think about theses words. For I have lived many…         many years feeling this […]

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Morning in the Canyon

Morning’s first light so crisp…so cool rays like fingers reach over the mountain cottontails scamper the only movement observed except for what moves in your heart Quiet stillness Yes…this is what I was craving though I had no idea Put me in a place that makes me shut down the noise makes me turn inward no […]

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Cavern of Yesterday

When the light fades and the day falls into the cavern of yesterday may your dreams be refueled as the night stars take the sky and lighten the way for dreamers to see what was written in the days of creation * May you follow the lead of your heart that plays beautiful music on […]

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