“It Was Time For That To End”

He said. She said. They said. Everybody scrambles to put together their memories of how it all went down. Did I remember it all correctly? If you listen to the other version you wonder if you both shared the same time and space at all! And then there is a voice of reason. “It sounds […]

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Winds of Change

It is hard to put into words, and I reason with myself…is it necessary to try to remember it so that I can document it?  Isn’t it enough that it was my reality and I had to hold on to the idea of light just to make it through? I suspended life…I disconnected from my […]

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AND THEN LOVE ENTERED! Haiku ~ 1/6/16

Stuck in my own mind Everything came to a halt And then love entered! Nothing happens until something moves. ~ Albert Einstein I have been involved in a struggle for the last two months.  I felt like things were happening “to” me and I have been paralyzed, unable to make a decision as to how […]

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The Haze

  The haze makes it hard to see fog surrounds my brain mist occludes my sight the distance hurts my heart I know you are there but I am having trouble finding you the darkness surrounds the dreams that were meant to be it permeates the air and chokes the tired sobs that lay at […]

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Powerful Understanding

And sometimes understanding comes in an instant a flash of light upon the heart that opens every cell to the remembrance of love I am in the middle of a very disturbing event in my life.  It has resurrected every insecurity I have ever felt.  I am being terrorized by a BULLY…someone I am related […]

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The Long Night & Haiku ~ 12/16/14

                  I stayed awake all night a few ago…No…I wasn’t reliving my teens pulling an all-nighter, partying, having fun.  I stayed awake all night, crying, and praying, and writing. I am at a place in my life that intellectually I knew would arrive, but emotionally I never wanted […]

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No Animosity…Just Curiosity

    Could my body be more broken? I am not sure… I have done everything I can think of to recover from the assault. The muscles are tight and tired, the tendons stretched beyond capacity. The bones are out of alignment and they hurt. And all of this after I was so completely balanced […]

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Lyrics of My Soul

There is a darkness that pervades the periphery of my mind I’ve tried to ignore it I’ve tried to pretend that it isn’t there I’ve tried to add light to erase it I never thought it would come to this or Perhaps deep down I always knew it would No matter It is here now […]

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Oh…Little Girl

Oh…Little Girl So tiny…so frail I see you hiding Trying not to be seen Trying to meld into the fabric of the walls that surround your heart So many things you’ve witnessed Been privy to the monster workings of the world Chaos all around you You can’t make it stop Yet you need to find […]

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