My Mom Left for Heaven One Year Ago Today

The-Momma's-Favorite-Flowers

Today is my Mom’s Angelversary; she left for Heaven a year ago and I miss her so much. This past year has been one that stretched me more than any other. I have worked through so much, but in the end I now see that she orchestrated the end to be exactly what I needed…once again! What a wonderful teacher…
The Momma! ❤

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This Anxiety Feels Familiar

Beautiful-sunrise

I know that I make huge progress in my healing every single day. But some things persist and make themselves known. I made the connection that my insomnia has something to do with the anxiety I have always felt this time of year. I used to think that it was Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) but I am smarter now. I realize that it is wrapped around the family anxiety I have always felt during the holidays…

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DRASTICALLY OPPOSED TO LOVE

Afraid-of-the-Darkness

What is it? This dark, ugly place that lives in the outer reaches of the center The place that is familiar and yet loathed The place where I can turn my back on everything that is good Everything I’ve built Every gift I’ve been given Never to be seen by the light of day Or […]

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Peace in the Stillness

Peaceful Sunset Over Water

“You will first dream of peace, and then awaken to it.” ~A Course in Miracles   The softness that resides inside touches me in times of stillness. I remember when life was innocent and carefree and the only job I had  was to live life with laughter from my soul. The free and easy feeling […]

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FEAR & RESILIENCE

Paddle-Board-on-the-Beautiful-Blue-Ocean

Stretched beyond imagination Strung so tightly Stress to the breaking point Plucked like a guitar string The highest pitch possible Hard to believe you could ever be normal again But suddenly the tide changes The hand wrapped around the tether that pulled so tight Loosens the grip ever so slightly And like a rubber band […]

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