It can’t move
it is all stuck
the energy that once was flowing from an open heart
I can’t breathe
my mind is confused and my body is tired
I try to remember what it felt like to thrive in love
to let the light of God flow through my veins
but my head feels like it is going to
the pressure cooker
I need to release
my head has tripled in size
I know the answer comes from my heart
what is there?
what is missing?
what is going on?
I’ve been working so hard
and I’m tired
I know that my body is trying to show me something
for there is always an emotional reason
for any physical illness
I know my energy has been impacted
my mood not so…
And then a light bulb goes off
and I wonder whose energy is this?
I ponder whether it is possible that I have allowed
another’s energy to invade my walls
allowed another’s energy to inflate a balloon in my head
to the point where it feels it might
and then I decide
it’s very possible
and I get back down to the business of
of taking care of my needs
because I am no help to anyone
WITH AN EXPLODED HEAD!
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