I’ve Got a New Look and a New Attitude!

Life is a series of ups and downs.Β  I’ve come to realize that it doesn’t really matter to which side the pendulum swings, as long as we stay aware of our energy and continue to walk forward in our purpose. I have recently experienced a barrage of events that were so painful I was at […]

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I Don’t Have a Place For This

As I unpack and establish order, each item placed just so, I hold this in my soul and I realize I Don’t Have a Place For This. It’s something I buried years ago, under the landscape of my soul, beneath the light of day and terrified night, hidden so well I could not recognize it. […]

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Only to Love

As I walk so freely on my path I know in my heart That I am guided by love The faith I feel as each obstacle is unveiled Surpasses the fear of the multiple unknowns I look inside through different eyes And there is a kaleidoscope of colors That grow in their hue And depth […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ The Treatment

THE TREATMENT That empty space is me contemplating the treatment HOT TOPIC! The treatment can make the symptoms worse than the disease Plus the idea of the treatment… thinking about the effects of long-term ANTIBIOTIC USE can absolutely freak me out If I let even one brain cell contemplate it… SO I DON’T I refuse […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ And I Thought I was Done With That!

My heart just couldn’t go there My mind dared to travel down the road Short distances…before it turned back Because it too Could not stand to face the scenery Just beyond awareness After all, I already traveled down that road I already met with all the possible experiences on that route I met them… I […]

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Haiku ~ & “Merry Christmas”

In life and in death You can not deny the truth Spirit moves your Soul!   On this Sunday, one week before we celebrate the birthday of Christ, I am solemn… This week I learned of a birth, and a death, in a matter of hours.Β  One tiny little human embarking on the most miraculous […]

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CONSEQUENCES ~ I Am Not Completely Unscathed

I am not completely unscathed Try as I may to protect my heart The pounding insults start to leave their mark Is this a test to see how well I am doing? Bring back to back assaults from the original abusers to see how I would fare? And what exactly is it That doesn’t allow […]

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“It Was Time For That To End”

He said. She said. They said. Everybody scrambles to put together their memories of how it all went down. Did I remember it all correctly? If you listen to the other version you wonder if you both shared the same time and space at all! And then there is a voice of reason. “It sounds […]

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The Things I Take For Granted

His eyes lit up like a child on Christmas morning. Better than any wrapped present under a tree, the rolling ocean, on a gray day, looked thirteen shades of green against a back drop of deep purple clouds full of rain. * He was not child, perhaps a man in middle age and his excitement […]

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Have I Been Wrong?

Can it be that I have had it all wrong? Is it possible that the damaged soul I have been trying to HEAL Is not so damaged after all?   Perhaps it bends and flows with the life force I feed it   Maybe it adjusts illumination depending on how much light I allow in […]

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