What’s the Worst Thing that Can Happen?

Abstract-Cosmos

Q.  What’s the worst thing that can happen? A.  NOTHING! NOTHING! Nothing is the worst thing that can happen… Not Doing Not Trying Not BEING! Standing in the center of nothing and being swallowed whole As the vortex chokes And I sob with the memory of all my nothings When I look back over my […]

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Last Night I Had the Strangest Dream

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Last night I dreamt about a person who is causing great difficulty in my life.  I was very upset by what this person did in my dream, which mirrored real-life situations, and it was the straw that broke the camel’s back (remember that game?). I said, “That’s it!  I’m done.  Do whatever you want to […]

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A Misguided Perception

A misguided perception that pain would protect her… that sickness made her off limits to the ones who would hurt her try to control her use her for their purposes and then leave her like a rag doll in the back of the closet alone in the dark hiding from predators It became ingrained it […]

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I’ve Got a New Look and a New Attitude!

Life is a series of ups and downs.  I’ve come to realize that it doesn’t really matter to which side the pendulum swings, as long as we stay aware of our energy and continue to walk forward in our purpose. I have recently experienced a barrage of events that were so painful I was at […]

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Only to Love

As I walk so freely on my path I know in my heart That I am guided by love The faith I feel as each obstacle is unveiled Surpasses the fear of the multiple unknowns I look inside through different eyes And there is a kaleidoscope of colors That grow in their hue And depth […]

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God’s Perfect Grace

God’s Perfect Grace Some of life’s best decisions happen in an instant that is stretched to eternity. That moment when time slows and swirls around your head, distorting all, and yet your thinking never had such clarity! In real time you don’t skip a beat, but in this disfigured warp-time you sense all, see all, […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~I Already Fought This War!

I Can’t Admit It. I have red flags popping up everywhere I turn. And I just Can’t Admit It! No. I already fought this war AND I WON! I won, I tell you. Do you not hear my words? Can you not hear me cry in despair? I already fought this war. I already felt […]

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CONSEQUENCES ~ I Am Not Completely Unscathed

I am not completely unscathed Try as I may to protect my heart The pounding insults start to leave their mark Is this a test to see how well I am doing? Bring back to back assaults from the original abusers to see how I would fare? And what exactly is it That doesn’t allow […]

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CONSEQUENCES ~ The Fallout

The dust settles Unmoving over mountains of hurt And the sun did indeed rise as you knew it would The war has ended, not with a peaceful solution, but the incessant battering has abated long enough for you to catch your breath and realize that the pain in your body has lodged itself because you […]

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“It Was Time For That To End”

He said. She said. They said. Everybody scrambles to put together their memories of how it all went down. Did I remember it all correctly? If you listen to the other version you wonder if you both shared the same time and space at all! And then there is a voice of reason. “It sounds […]

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