The key is awareness
These are trying times, indeed! If you feel helpless when you look at the world that surrounds you…
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CONFESSION IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL
Like shattered glass The pieces tumble to the ground Leaving scars as they cut places they’ve been before * If a scar is a scar Why does it feel brand new? * The pain which is all to easy to forget because it is better than feeling it grows exponentially each time the hammer comes […]
Read MoreA Misguided Perception
A misguided perception that pain would protect her… that sickness made her off limits to the ones who would hurt her try to control her use her for their purposes and then leave her like a rag doll in the back of the closet alone in the dark hiding from predators It became ingrained it […]
Read MoreA Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ She Asked Me What it Feels Like
Blood that hurts and a mind that floats off into 71 directions at the same time with an inability to find even the simplest of words. Watching from a distance afraid to get too close for fear of a backlash of anger self driven drug motivated dead bacteria invading every cell a mind that notices […]
Read MoreA Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ Failure
The miles rack up. Plenty of time to think. To analyze. To try to lay blame. To punish myself. To promise to do better. Plenty of time to feel embarrassment and not want to tell anyone I have had a relapse And that I just wasn’t good enough to beat this disease. A failure. I […]
Read MoreA Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ You Can’t Control Everything
You can’t control everything… CAN YOU? I certainly tried through all these years. And what I eventually found was that I control NOTHING! Well, nothing but what I decide to think. So in essence, I can do exactly what I did last time… and we all know that insanity So I wouldn’t expect a different […]
Read MoreA Relapse of Lyme Disease ~I Already Fought This War!
I Can’t Admit It. I have red flags popping up everywhere I turn. And I just Can’t Admit It! No. I already fought this war AND I WON! I won, I tell you. Do you not hear my words? Can you not hear me cry in despair? I already fought this war. I already felt […]
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