I Can’t Admit It.
I have red flags popping up everywhere I turn.
And I just Can’t Admit It!
I already fought this war
AND I WON!
I won, I tell you.
Do you not hear my words?
Can you not hear me cry in despair?
I already fought this war.
I already felt this pain.
I already lived in a vessel that feels foreign…
feels like it belongs to someone else.
And yet, it feels suspiciously familiar.
Not the kind of nice familiar
like arriving home after a long trip,
but the kind that creeps up on you
and touches nerves
and leaves a scent
that reminds you of a time
that you would never want to go back to
not in a million years
Because I already fought this war.
Thank you beautiful souls!! I feel so overwhelmed with love and compassion by the incredible support you all freely extended.
This series depicts the journey through acceptance of the relapse. I just want you to know that I have accepted it and I am working diligently on healing <3
The links below are listed in order. Thanks for taking the ride 🙂 Lorrie