I Have a Question…

Do you ever find that when you are “in the zone” spiritually, riding so high that you are connected to EVERYTHING and the love from your soul is shining, that you are suddenly attacked verbally for no good reason? I know that my actions and reactions are the only thing I can control, but I […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ She Asked Me What it Feels Like

Blood that hurts and a mind that floats off into 71 directions at the same time with an inability to find even the simplest of words. Watching from a distance afraid to get too close for fear of a backlash of anger self driven drug motivated dead bacteria invading every cell a mind that notices […]

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Winds of Change

It is hard to put into words, and I reason with myself…is it necessary to try to remember it so that I can document it?Β  Isn’t it enough that it was my reality and I had to hold on to the idea of light just to make it through? I suspended life…I disconnected from my […]

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A Bag of Bones

Her pain is so raw as she tries to hold on to the life she controlled with such precision. For what is left when there is nothing left that she feels can be manipulated? She lashes out and makes rude comments. She tries to push me away as she wishes to show me the pain […]

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I Remember…An Odyssey ~ On The Verge

This post is a part of a series of writings during a time of deep healing and transformation.Β  The following are links to the other writings in the series in chronological order:Β  Introduction & Haiku, The Funny Thing About Truth, The Journey To…, He Said I Have Anger, The Long Sleepless Night, Broken Arrow, Safe, […]

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She Stands So Tall So Proud

She stands so tall so proud branches swaying in the wind She stands so tall so proud never telling where she’s been She stands so tall so proud always doing never being She stands so tall so proud always running never seeing She stands so tall so proud no complaints never notices She stands so […]

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