February 12, 2017.Reading time 2 minutes.
The miles rack up. Plenty of time to think. To analyze. To try to lay blame. To punish myself. To promise to do better. Plenty of time to feel embarrassment and not want to tell anyone I have had a relapse And that I just wasn’t good enough to beat this disease. A failure. I […]
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November 23, 2016.Reading time 2 minutes.
It is a choice There is no other way that you can state it Calling it a choice Implies fault and condemnation For it truly is in your hands Whether you stay and take the hit Or if you keep yourself so far out of the inner circle of abusive energy That there would be […]
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November 16, 2016.Reading time 3 minutes.
What is at the bottom of these feelings When the layers are pulled back what is it that exists at the core that is causing so much pain So much anger and animosity The bottom line is I spent forever ignoring this truth – laying the guilt, blame, and shame on every place except for […]
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November 14, 2016.Reading time 2 minutes.
The dust settles Unmoving over mountains of hurt And the sun did indeed rise as you knew it would The war has ended, not with a peaceful solution, but the incessant battering has abated long enough for you to catch your breath and realize that the pain in your body has lodged itself because you […]
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October 30, 2016.Reading time 3 minutes.
“Thus we end this Course with love given and love received in truth. You are the learner here until you realize that you are love. You then become the teacher of what you are. Your mind and heart join in the wholeheartedness in the embrace. You are home, and there you will stay forever.” ~ […]
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April 3, 2015.Reading time 5 minutes.
This post is a part of a series of writings during a time of deep healing and transformation. The following are links to the other writings in the series in chronological order: Introduction & Haiku, The Funny Thing About Truth, The Journey To…, He Said I Have Anger, The Long Sleepless Night, Broken Arrow, Safe, […]
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