The Place that Holds the Pain

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I see you I see your struggle and I want to touch the place that holds the pain I wish to wrap it in a blanket of love and let the light from the stars enter and illuminate from the inside meet the tattered thoughts and replace them with the certainty that love abides and […]

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I Don’t Have a Place For This

As I unpack and establish order, each item placed just so, I hold this in my soul and I realize I Don’t Have a Place For This. It’s something I buried years ago, under the landscape of my soul, beneath the light of day and terrified night, hidden so well I could not recognize it. […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ A Pep Talk From an Angel

The light of healing surrounds my aching body An Angel whispers to me on soft breezes as the touch of love caresses my face “There is no pain in God’s World. Remember who you are and where you came from. Live from the center of your soul and listen as your body tells you secrets. […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ Game On!!!

It is hard to manage the emotional aspects of this disease.  I suspect most diseases are that way. It is back to basics for me. Forget the pity party, forget the pain and get on with not fighting this disease, because I remember so clearly that the things we fight, the things we try to […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ She Asked Me What it Feels Like

Blood that hurts and a mind that floats off into 71 directions at the same time with an inability to find even the simplest of words. Watching from a distance afraid to get too close for fear of a backlash of anger self driven drug motivated dead bacteria invading every cell a mind that notices […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ I’m in the Happiest Place on Earth

I’m in the “Happiest Place on Earth” and that fake smile is painted on my face.  Yes…look at me… I am HAPPY. Nobody wants to see a scowl at Disney World. Just writing this, holding the pencil in my hand and pressing on the page causes such pain.  But I won’t stop.  I refuse to […]

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