A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ A Pep Talk From an Angel

The light of healing surrounds my aching body An Angel whispers to me on soft breezes as the touch of love caresses my face “There is no pain in God’s World. Remember who you are and where you came from. Live from the center of your soul and listen as your body tells you secrets. […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ Game On!!!

It is hard to manage the emotional aspects of this disease.Β  I suspect most diseases are that way. It is back to basics for me. Forget the pity party, forget the pain and get on with not fighting this disease, because I remember so clearly that the things we fight, the things we try to […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ Failure

The miles rack up. Plenty of time to think. To analyze. To try to lay blame. To punish myself. To promise to do better. Plenty of time to feel embarrassment and not want to tell anyone I have had a relapse And that I just wasn’t good enough to beat this disease. A failure. I […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ You Can’t Control Everything

You can’t control everything… CAN YOU? I certainly tried through all these years. And what I eventually found was that I control NOTHING! Well, nothing but what I decide to think. So in essence, I can do exactly what I did last time… and we all know that insanity So I wouldn’t expect a different […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ I Was Positive It Would Never Return

Surely, I must be wrong because I BEAT IT! I BEAT IT! I KNOW I DID!! It was gone. I was healed. I felt great… Until I didn’t. Sure… It was a tough year. Many things happened that broke my heart. But I got through them! I survived. I am so much better equipped to […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ And I Thought I was Done With That!

My heart just couldn’t go there My mind dared to travel down the road Short distances…before it turned back Because it too Could not stand to face the scenery Just beyond awareness After all, I already traveled down that road I already met with all the possible experiences on that route I met them… I […]

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