It is hard to manage the emotional aspects of this disease. I suspect most diseases are that way.
It is back to basics for me.
Forget the pity party, forget the pain and get on with not fighting this disease, because I remember so clearly that the things we fight, the things we try to keep away from us, are the things that we draw to us.
So I will take medicine that kills the bacteria it can find (speaking to the smart ones that hide in a cocoon) as I work on all the other aspects of healing, not the least of which is turning around my negative, self-punishing attitude that this relapse has resurrected.
Apparently, there is more for me to learn. So I wipe my hands, and pick up my heart, and hold the intention that I AM WELL…I AM WORTHY…I AM LOVE…and I say…
Oh, I’m in the game! Full – on – in the game!! I have never been more sure I CAN DO THIS!! Oh, yeah…I CAN DO THIS!!!
Thank you my friends! I am 100% certain that this resolve I feel is in part due to the love you have shared with me here. I want you all to know that I am strong and I am certain that I am in full on healing mode!!!
Bless you all <3
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- And I Thought I Was Done With That!
- I Already Fought This War
- Like a Ton of Bricks
- I Was Positive It Would Never Return
- You Can’t Control Everything
- The List
- The Treatment
- I’m in The Happiest Place on Earth
- She Asked Me What It Feels Like
- Game On!
- A Pep Talk From An Angel