BAM! There’s The Truth!

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  There’s the truth It was sitting there the whole time I chose to ignore it I chose not to see it Not to hear it Not to feel it Not to deal with it THERE’S THE TRUTH! BAM!! Uncovered Unwrapped Standing in its nakedness  Nowhere to hide Sometimes it is hard to pull back […]

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I Don’t Have a Place For This

As I unpack and establish order, each item placed just so, I hold this in my soul and I realize I Don’t Have a Place For This. It’s something I buried years ago, under the landscape of my soul, beneath the light of day and terrified night, hidden so well I could not recognize it. […]

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I Have a Question…

Do you ever find that when you are “in the zone” spiritually, riding so high that you are connected to EVERYTHING and the love from your soul is shining, that you are suddenly attacked verbally for no good reason? I know that my actions and reactions are the only thing I can control, but I […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ You Can’t Control Everything

You can’t control everything… CAN YOU? I certainly tried through all these years. And what I eventually found was that I control NOTHING! Well, nothing but what I decide to think. So in essence, I can do exactly what I did last time… and we all know that insanity So I wouldn’t expect a different […]

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A Bag of Bones

Her pain is so raw as she tries to hold on to the life she controlled with such precision. For what is left when there is nothing left that she feels can be manipulated? She lashes out and makes rude comments. She tries to push me away as she wishes to show me the pain […]

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Haiku ~ 6/1/15 & Coagulation

    Hard to express things If I live in a bubble Coagulation Coagulation: the act of changing from a liquid into a thickened mass Have I become a thickened mass? Or is the clot that formed in my calf a warning…beware. You are not allowing life to flow freely to you. Allow.  Accept. Everything […]

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Making Waves

It was the flattest, calm ocean I remember seeing in a very long time.  It was crystal clear and I could see fish swimming in the shallow edge.  The day was hot and humid, the mercury rising into the low 90’s. The stillness was reflected in our mood as we walked and talked.  The beach […]

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