Haiku ~ 6/1/15 & Coagulation

 

 

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Hard to express things

If I live in a bubble

Coagulation

Coagulation: the act of changing from a liquid into a thickened mass

Have I become a thickened mass?

Or is the clot that formed in my calf a warning…beware.

You are not allowing life to flow freely to you.

Allow.  Accept.

Everything that happens is meant to happen.

Every lesson you are offered is there for a reason.

Every step you take, even the steps with pain, take you closer to the realization of your soul.

It has been a trying time of late.  Many changes have occurred and I realize now that even though I have weathered the storms much better than I might have four years ago, I can still see that I have a propensity to try to control life.  I can almost act a bully as I hold on, squeeze, and try to reshape the events that appear like a lump of molding clay.

I have a preconceived notion of what life is “supposed” to look like, “supposed” to be.  When it doesn’t fit that mold I revert to the feelings of helplessness and fear and I somehow, mistakenly believe that I have the power to change things.

As I recuperate from my knee surgery and the subsequent blood clot in my calf, and the allergic reaction to the first blood thinner I was put on, my wish is to have patience (as a very dear friend reminded me 🙂 ) and grace, and to allow life to flow unimpeded…without coagulation…and to accept whatever appears next.

Blessitude

Lorrie ❤

6/1/15

*The artwork is mine 😉

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My healing journey on the continuum of "It's all wrong" to "It's all right!" I love art and the creative process, reading, writing, and playing tennis.

58 thoughts on “Haiku ~ 6/1/15 & Coagulation

  1. @”*The artwork is mine 😉 ” – bravo and congrats, Lady Lorrie! For you’re LA FEMME TOTALE: poet and artist… admiration & respect, Ma’am! ❤ since you love peonies, here are mine, offered by my American "old babies" last Sunday, on Maman's day in France: 🙂 https://myvirtualplayground.wordpress.com/2015/06/03/pivoine-eternelle-et-papillon-ephemere/
    * * *
    my very best, try to stay healthy and optimistic, even though it's hard – sometimes… friendly thoughts & heartfelt wishes… ❤

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    1. Hi Me’lanie!! Thank you so much for the accolades and the support…you are very dear to me 🙂 I am doing a fairly decent job staying positive…this one is a big test and I plan to pass with flying colors 🙂 Now for the peonies….ah! Yes they are such lovely flowers. A dear friend sent me a most beautiful one and it touched my heart! I will go visit your peonies…and say Happy Belated Mama’s day!! 😉 ♡♡

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