I Have a Question…

Do you ever find that when you are “in the zone” spiritually, riding so high that you are connected to EVERYTHING and the love from your soul is shining, that you are suddenly attacked verbally for no good reason? I know that my actions and reactions are the only thing I can control, but I […]

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Only to Love

As I walk so freely on my path I know in my heart That I am guided by love The faith I feel as each obstacle is unveiled Surpasses the fear of the multiple unknowns I look inside through different eyes And there is a kaleidoscope of colors That grow in their hue And depth […]

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God’s Perfect Grace

God’s Perfect Grace Some of life’s best decisions happen in an instant that is stretched to eternity. That moment when time slows and swirls around your head, distorting all, and yet your thinking never had such clarity! In real time you don’t skip a beat, but in this disfigured warp-time you sense all, see all, […]

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IS PURPOSE

Let me move through this, oh Lord Let me walk through the darkness with light in my steps knowing that truth dwells within Let me grow through this, oh Lord Let me know that the lesson was worth the pain and through the struggle I did gain A love that brings me closer to you, […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ A Pep Talk From an Angel

The light of healing surrounds my aching body An Angel whispers to me on soft breezes as the touch of love caresses my face “There is no pain in God’s World. Remember who you are and where you came from. Live from the center of your soul and listen as your body tells you secrets. […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ Game On!!!

It is hard to manage the emotional aspects of this disease.  I suspect most diseases are that way. It is back to basics for me. Forget the pity party, forget the pain and get on with not fighting this disease, because I remember so clearly that the things we fight, the things we try to […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ She Asked Me What it Feels Like

Blood that hurts and a mind that floats off into 71 directions at the same time with an inability to find even the simplest of words. Watching from a distance afraid to get too close for fear of a backlash of anger self driven drug motivated dead bacteria invading every cell a mind that notices […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ I’m in the Happiest Place on Earth

I’m in the “Happiest Place on Earth” and that fake smile is painted on my face.  Yes…look at me… I am HAPPY. Nobody wants to see a scowl at Disney World. Just writing this, holding the pencil in my hand and pressing on the page causes such pain.  But I won’t stop.  I refuse to […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ The Treatment

THE TREATMENT That empty space is me contemplating the treatment HOT TOPIC! The treatment can make the symptoms worse than the disease Plus the idea of the treatment… thinking about the effects of long-term ANTIBIOTIC USE can absolutely freak me out If I let even one brain cell contemplate it… SO I DON’T I refuse […]

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Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ The List

There was a strong look of concern on his face as I read the list I decided to write because my brain fog doesn’t allow me to remember everything and when I speak I sound like an idiot as I grapple for words that are buried deep in my brain and hardly ever get uncovered. […]

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