That empty space is me contemplating the treatment
The treatment can make the symptoms worse than the disease
Plus the idea of the treatment…
thinking about the effects of long-term
can absolutely freak me out
If I let even one brain cell contemplate it…
SO I DON’T
I refuse to think about it
And I just wish I could forget it.
Why can I so easily forget things I want to remember
when I WANT to forget
this ONE THING…
Just one little thing…
it sits there
in the back of my mind
like a boulder
and even if ten men were to try to move it…
It sits there…
Just like that
Hello my friends! I hope this beautiful Sunday finds you all living from your soul!
I am just over a month into treatment, and I won’t lie and say that it has been easy. But I am constantly aware of how I am THINKING, and for the most part I have been in whatever moment I am in! And in those moments things can change swiftly.
The FEAR I feel from thinking about the treatment can be overwhelming at times, but the alternative is to allow the bacteria to completely take over my body. So I think positive thoughts, and I treat myself with love and kindness (a new paradigm I wish I knew about sooner 😉 )
I am BLESSITUDE! I thank each and every one of you for the love and support that you so freely extend. May you all live in a place of truth and love <3
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- The List
- The Treatment
- I’m in The Happiest Place on Earth
- She Asked Me What It Feels Like
- Game On!
- A Pep Talk From An Angel