So many decisions
Like a child in a candy store
I sit and think of the myriad of ways
That I can execute my power
It’s heady stuff
I feel omnipotent
I have a million visions
And I feel like a hundred pound weight
Has come off my shoulders
Is this the way I came here to be
Have I lived up to the level of devotion
That rests in my soul
Have I stood my ground
On the pillar of integrity
And watched as thoughts with no merit
Flowed beneath my feet
Do I honor the gift of Creation
In a way that lifts and connects me
To the universal energy of love
The love that represents oneness
In a sea of faces that do not
Know the separation of time
I vow to feel the power
That exists in my being
I promise to live in a state of awareness
And I declare I will utilize
The energy of love
Above all else!
It seems strange to be a 56-year-old woman and to only just recently recognize my power.
When we live a life in which we try not to feel, I guess we lose out on a lot of things. When you are in survival mode every action is treated as a threat, first and foremost, and after a while you’re just so tired from constantly being on the look out to defend yourself.
It seems I have so many options now that I’m having a little trouble deciding just how far I can take this.
So I will take my time. I will connect to the deepest, truest parts of my soul and I will listen to the voice in my heart.
I hope you all have an intimate connection with your power, and that you have for a long time. I’d love to hear about when you recognized it and what it means to you!