A flower blossoms
The essence of forgivenss
A gift from your soul
I had a lucid dream last night. The difference between this kind of dream and all the others that float by on a ticker tape, is that you can feel the soul of the participants and the message is crystal clear.
In the past I have only experienced these kind of dreams when the other participants have passed. To my knowledge, the soul in my dream last night still walks the earth, yet I have often felt it no longer lives.
The pain I experienced in my relationship with this person was deep and palpable. I didn’t understand it, and I felt blocked when I tried to forgive and move on.
When we can’t forgive we “hold on” to our pain. When we hold on to our pain we leave something behind and as our healing journey progresses there is a piece of us missing.
During ‘Lucid Dreaming’ the dreamer is aware they are in a dream state and therefore can direct the path of the dream. This dream was different, or at least it felt like it was. In this dream the other soul felt like it was in complete control and we communicated on a level that did not require words.
The feeling of love, and yes forgiveness, unfolded like a flower blossoming in warp speed. And though my first thought was to question it, I was overcome with such raw emotion that I could not have stayed in a place of ego even if that was what I wanted (which I did not.)
When I woke this morning, I felt different. I felt lighter and I felt like my heart was open and that it could love more! I felt happy. And I felt peace.
Knowing you need to forgive…and understanding how to forgive, are two very different things. I stood in my own way for so long that my soul decided to take over and offer me the gift of true forgiveness.
I send out a wish to the Universe that your soul helps you when you don’t know how to forgive. May you all learn the gift of true forgiveness and the ability of your heart to love more!