UGH!! Why is it so hard for me to put myself “OUT THERE?”
I am caught between Spirit and Ego
That place of Authenticity and Judgment
Feeling the truth and wanting to scream it
And remembering a lie and wanting to run from it
I am caught between Knowing and Doubt
That feeling of spinning on a merry-go-round
A place where nothing is accomplished
And inertia stops progress dead in its tracks
I am grabbing my power
Ready for change
Standing in the strength of my truth
And connecting to my Higher Self!
I am PUTTING MYSELF OUT THERE!
Okay here goes…before I change my mind.
The following is an interview with the lovely Angie Romero from THE SPIRITUALITY TALK SHOW on YouTube. What a great gal!! She made me feel as comfortable as I could be with her warm and loving personality.
I know I talked way too much in the beginning, but I settled down and it just felt like I was having a conversation with a friend 🙂 (But what is up with my crossed eyes???)
AN UPDATE ON MY CARD DECK:
It has been amazing to watch the progression of sales of my card deck IF THEN AMEN ~ Intuitive Guidance for Uncertain Times. The majority of my sales have been in person to people I know. A few have come from my website (also people “I know.”) But this past week I had my very first sale from someone I don’t know at all…and that was VERY EXCITING! Just today, someone (I don’t know) who received the deck as a gift, bought two decks to give as gifts. 🙂 🙂
I am Blessitude that these cards are finding their way out in the world! This whole process has been an amazing blessing to me!
I opened an ETSY store (a brand-new venture for me.) I have had some traffic…but no sales. If you have time and know about these things, would you mind visiting the store and possibly offering feedback? HERE IS THE LINK TO MY ETSY STORE.
HAPPY ANGELVERSARY!
And I couldn’t do this post without recognizing that today (or possibly tomorrow) is the Momma’s 4th Angelversary! It is hard to believe that she left this earthly plane four years ago! I can honestly tell you that there is not one single day that goes by where I don’t think of her…have a conversation with her…or miss her!! Most days it is all three!! <3 <3
She was an amazing lady, and my very best friend!
Sending lots of love and light. During this time of year when stress can run high, I send you PEACE & JOY!!
Blessitude!
LORRIE <3
12/11/2022
❤️ – It’s all about putting oneself out there – and the courage to keep doing it!
That’s a good word to use, Liz…COURAGE!! Though, I sometimes wonder why it appears so scary.
Thanks for your words and love! Hope things are going well and you are selling lots of decks!! <3
I am soooo happy for you and celebrating with you!!! You soooo deserve these sales. <3 <3 <3 I will listen to the video as soon as I can! Love you!
Hi Ka 😊💜 Thank you, my friend. It is a wild journey and I am learning so much! (So much about myself, too!)
I don’t know enough about Etsy yet, but sending lots of positive vibes that all unfolds wonderfully for you there, too!
Thanks, Ka. I only know what I learned to open the store. It has been a challenge to take good photos and everyone talks about the need for great photos…
We’ll see. It is all a learning experience…and I love to learn!!!
Hope all is well in your world!! 😊💜
I was just thinking about how awesome you photos are. They look very professional. It’s quite enticing. I’m trying to figure out if i have the funds to get a couple of these decks for friends and family. Stay tuned. It’s been a tough year financially. I haven’t really had the sales I need to feel confident. Oh well 🙂 It is ALL a learning process!
Look for a message on your conatc page, Ka.
Thanks so much for your kind words! 💜💜
Your momma looks really sweet! Sending love to you both xoxo
She was an amazing woman…everyone loved her! 🥰
It’s wonderful to have that kind of love in your family–especially your mother. My mother is very reclusive. It can be sad for me. She’s on the spectrum. Anyways, we must always be blessed by what we have, as we are all blessed 🙂
I get it, Ka. My mom became a different person at the end of her life as dementia took over her brain. The person I knew my whole life suddenly changed…and I won’t lie…it SUCKED!! So I get what you are saying. The beautiful thing is time has a way of easing those memories and I CHOOSE to remember my best friend!! 💜
Hi Lorrie, I’ve just finished watching your wonderful interview with Angie. I LOVED hearing you talk with such passion about your oracle cards and all of your spiritual experiences. Good on you my friend for finally getting these cards into the world, the time is indeed right for you. Good luck with the Etsy store, I haven’t ever opened one but I’m sure you’re figuring it out. I’ve no doubt your mum is smiling at you from up above. You are a courageous and inspiring woman and I’m so so glad we’re connected. Sending you so much love and blessings from afar. Go girl!!! ❤️🙏
Aww…thank you Miriam 😊 What an amazing response full of love and support. It means alot to me, Miriam. It is the right time for these cards and it has been quite the journey. Thanks for watching the video!! 😊
I hope things are in a good place for you. I will be over to catch up. It seems it could be a bit of a challenge to get in the Christmas spirit when you’ve been so busy…and handling so many changes…but I wish so much love, peace…and pure JOY!! I, too, am so happy to be connected.
All good things…
Yes, lots of changes Lorrie and some challenges too but all is good here. Just going with the flow. Hugs my friend and thanks for your lovely reply. 😊
All good thoughts and energy, Miriam 💜
It will go there dear lady, as it will 😀❤️🙏🏽
Hi Mark…trust the timing…let it go…let it be…? Hmmmm…yes! I think you have just hit on my concentration for this new year! I always say that I trust the timing…but maybe more so after the fact. I want to be in each moment and live in the letting go!
Hope all is well, Mark 😊
You have put the love and energy into them my friend so they will go to that destination ❤️ And you’ve even had the courage to talk on air (walk on air? 🤣), to which I am not very good at myself so you are doing well. Love and light to that pathway dear lady, may it bring a few bulk orders for the Christmas period 😀❤️🙏🏽
Oh, I love that, Mark!!! Yes, indeed! Love and energy went into them and I love the idea that is where they will go! THANK YOU!!
The interview was…ok. It was OK. I don’t like looking at myself while I am talking so I made it a point to look at Angie…maybe that is why my eyes look crossed 😉
Ah…it’s all good. I truly have had a blast with this journey and there’s no need for that to change. Here’s to creating and standing in your power!!
Have a great week, Mark 💜🙏
Hi Lorrie. Congratulations! I am so happy for you. I saw your video and I salute you. Blessings upon you always. ❤
Hi Carol! Thank you so much 😊😊 You brought a giant smile to my face. Thanks for taking the time to look at it.
Hope all is well by you 😊💜
All is as well as can be.🙂 Thank you for caring. 🌻
Always!! Sending lots of good energy and a big hug!!
I am so excited for you, Lorrie. It was wonderful to listen to your YouTube interview last night. Wow!! I learned so much and found the Ouija board discussion fascinating. Also, it was so spiritual how you “heard the words” for your oracle cards. Of course, I wish you lots of success with your venture. You have already succeeded, as far as I’m concerned. Much love!!
You’re the best, Judy!!! You always make me feel so loved and supported…and I know it is genuine!! Thank you for watching the video…it was so long!! I forget that I have seen your beautiful soul “live” and that was probably the first time you “saw” me 😊
I hope that all is well in your world. We just got back from Disney…it was super to just chill out and not “have” to do anything!!! The week went so fast!!! Sending lots of live and light😊💜
Yes! It was wonderful to see and hear you, Lorrie. It’s funny how that didn’t register right away – it seems as if I’ve known you always. You looked so pretty and were very articulate. I didn’t think it was too long. I really enjoyed listening!
Glad you had your Disney trip – that sounds like such fun. Wishing you a wonderful holiday season, my friend!
Thanks, Judy 😊😊 I think you are biased…but I will accept all your love!! 😉 I hope your holidays are wonderful, too! Much love and light! 😊💜
I’m glad you found the courage to “put yourself out there!” I firmly believe that the more we put into our lives, the more we get out of it. And I’m sorry for the loss of your mom….I know the passing years don’t really lessen the grief.
Awww….Ann, thank you…it’s true. Time puts a little distance…but grief is a very strange emotion. One that can pop up seemingly out of nowhere and hurt every bit as much as it did in the beginning! I was in Disney World during the Angelversary (and try to be every year) and the momma definitely let me know she was present!! That was a beautiful blessing but also led to a sleepless night!
Thanks for your kind words 😊 Sending all kinds of good wishes your way 💜
What a beautiful video/interview ~ you look and speak so well, and it is such a great way to put yourself out there. You are indeed blessed, and such a lovely photo of your Mom to share with this post. Wishing you an excellent finish to this year, and may it lead to something even more significant in ’23. Take care, Lorrie, and keep up doing what you do 🙂
Aww…Randall, thank you, what a nice message to read! I appreciate your heartfelt support and wishes for the new year! Yes, the momma was an incredible woman and it’s hard for me to believe she’s been gone for four years!!!
Sending you all good energy and wishes for amazing moments!! It is so important to recognize the “moments.” Happy New Year, Randall…may it be one filled with great love and peace!
Happy New Year Lorrie!
Your poem is exactly how most of us feel. We cannot avoid experiencing the opposites, there’s no way to pick one and pretend the other doesn’t exist.
It’s also 4 years since I am without my mom. The feeling of extreme loss never goes away. It is not as devastating as during the first moments, but it always stays in the background. I wish we appreciated parents and their wisdom way earlier. They do have the wisdom of everything since it comes from pure and true love.
Days run by so swiftly. I wish you filling them with all things you believe are the most important for you!
All the best for the 2023!
Hi Inese…what a wonderful wish…thank you!!! I take it to heart and truly feel a different energy forming for this year. It is one of peace and one of commitment.
I agree with you about the opposites, and find it funny that I amsuddenly noticing so much written about them! I love what you said – “there’s no way to pick one and pretend the other doesn’t exist.” TRUTH!!
And I also understand about the grief, and offer my sincere heartfelt condolences at your loss. I, too, wish that we could all learn much sooner how important our parents are!!
I hope the year started well for you, and that you are busy creating beautiful things…always create beautiful things!
OH WOW! Lorrie… I am absolutely Over the Moon for you dear friend.. Where oh where have you been hiding your beautiful self… I so loved SEEING you in your video for real.. 🙂 Also how those synchronicities work .. I cannot believe four years have already past since your Mum’s passing…
Wishing you every success Lorrie… I know those cards will fly with the Angel wings beneath them..
Sending you love and well wishes.. And great success for 2023 and Beyond my friend.
Happy New Year! to you xx <3 <3 Much love and stay blessed <3
Hi Sue 😀😀 Thank you…SO MUCH!!! Really, from the bottom of my heart. Just love that you said they will fly with Angel wings beneath them!! It has been such a cool process, and to have finally fully created them and have them outnin the world is such a blessing.
I can hardly believe it’s been four years myself, Sue. Some memories burn in my brain as if they just happened yesterday. But she is always with me, and I totally feel her true essence…not the false dementia altered mind! And THAT is a blessing!!!
I hope that this new year came in with beautiful energy surrounding it 😊 May you walk a path in truth, and may you be supported in everything you do. Sending lots of good thoughts, and a giant hug!! Thanks again, Sue…I am wearing a giant smile!! 😀💜
Thank you Lorrie I know your Mum is always by your side in essence and watching over with pride..
Many thanks for those wishes for 2023… I am just so thrilled and saved your video to watch again in full later… Huge Hugs my friend… You should see my own big smile as I watched you with such confidence too.. Love you dear Lorrie…
Happy New Year! <3
Thanks, Sue 😊💜 I do believe I may be blushing…hehe! So many people keep telling me to do more videos…I suppose it would be like anything else…the more you do it…the more comfortable you feel. It’s on the agenda…
Many Sweet Blessings, my friend💜
listen to those guiding words.. You are a natural… and love the blushes lol… Mega Hugs <3