Life can be so fragile.
One minute we are feeling strong and full of vitality – and the next we are knocked to our knees and every system in our body is impaired.
I once belonged to a group called, “The Picture of Health,” and my body, mind, and soul were integrated in a state of homeostasis…balance.
In the blink of an eye, a storm cloud rolled in from the north. Without warning a repressed memory made its way to the surface of my mind as it sucker punched me in the gut.
Surrounded in fury, I watched as the darkness pushed through and eliminated all light.
Days upon days my ravaged body fought for survival. Fevers sent chills through my bones as I waged my way through the darkness in places unknown.
As above, so below…I was not sure what was part of me and what was not…what was truth and what was a lie.
As my body started to heal I could see the bridge between denial and truth and I knew that I wanted to be on the other side. So I took this new information and I had the realization that my fear of remembering was way worse than actually remembering.
All these years I kept the bad memories corralled in an attempt to protect myself from the pain. But all it did was make it manifest physically…because the pain has to go somewhere…
I packed my bags as I longed to go home. I wanted to get back to where I once belonged. A tulip bulb sleeps below the ground and when the Spring comes she bursts through the ground with her magnificent color and beauty.
And when you come through the darkness with better understanding…
When your body heals right along with your heart…
And your soul feels free…
The only thing left to do is…
Hi friends 🙂 It’s been a wild month. As you can probably see from the words above, I had a terrifying repressed memory come to the surface and almost simultaneously I contracted a severe case of Covid.
Recovery has been slow and trying. But I am moving forward and healing on all fronts.
This post goes out to anyone who can relate to recognizing that sometimes our FEAR of something is much worse than the something.
I send you all love and light…and healing wherever you need it!
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