A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ You Can’t Control Everything

You can’t control everything… CAN YOU? I certainly tried through all these years. And what I eventually found was that I control NOTHING! Well, nothing but what I decide to think. So in essence, I can do exactly what I did last time… and we all know that insanity So I wouldn’t expect a different […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ I Was Positive It Would Never Return

Surely, I must be wrong because I BEAT IT! I BEAT IT! I KNOW I DID!! It was gone. I was healed. I felt great… Until I didn’t. Sure… It was a tough year. Many things happened that broke my heart. But I got through them! I survived. I am so much better equipped to […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ Like a Ton of Bricks

And the truth smacks me in the face… and the hip… and the elbow… and the foot… and the wrist… BUT THE HEART? Like a ton of bricks dropped on my chest all the pieces to the puzzle fell into place The AHA! moment… the Saturday morning that I said the words aloud, “I think […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~I Already Fought This War!

I Can’t Admit It. I have red flags popping up everywhere I turn. And I just Can’t Admit It! No. I already fought this war AND I WON! I won, I tell you. Do you not hear my words? Can you not hear me cry in despair? I already fought this war. I already felt […]

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A Relapse of Lyme Disease ~ And I Thought I was Done With That!

My heart just couldn’t go there My mind dared to travel down the road Short distances…before it turned back Because it too Could not stand to face the scenery Just beyond awareness After all, I already traveled down that road I already met with all the possible experiences on that route I met them… I […]

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